keeper ;

william shakespeare (:

2009-05-13T06:33:00.000-07:00

I LOVE L .

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he's got me on my knees ,
beggin baby , baby please .

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arts over , tomorrow is d&t paper .
exams over soon and im pretty screwed .
o wells .
i'll get over it .

(:

默默的爱 (:

2009-05-10T22:58:00.000-07:00

我爱你 , L .

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yeah, im crazy in love with chinese now.
lol , never thought i'd find myself saying that but here i am .
doesnt make an exception though , im sure gonna fail .
but , who cares .
ohyeah , PEOPLE ! check out my facebook videos (:

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crap , i'd better start studying .
today , woke upp super early in the morning , texted louis his daily message & lied down on the sofa .
mummy , daddy said to go out to eat together cause they are going to grandma's .
crapped about , my nose bled & later i changed , got out of the house .
reached grandma's but didnt go up cause mummy & daddy said wait in the car or something , louis replied and i was kinda happy (:
started whining cause i was super hungry ,
headed down to the interchange to get some food .
on the way home , started raining & my nose started bleeding again .
im losing alot of blood , rawr .
i wonder how louis looks in his new haircut , haha .

dont close your eyes , dont say we're not meant to be .

2009-05-08T00:08:00.000-07:00

sometimes i feel like screaming to you how much i love you ,
but i cant .
its always that fear ,
the annoying little part of me that still wants you near to me even thought you can be next to me .
im still content .
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going to sentosa now (:
byye :D

no matter what it takes , i'll hold on (:

2009-05-07T15:36:00.000-07:00

i love happy clouds :DD

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oh , i drew a happy cloud on my hand but then i spelt it as could .
crap , am i that blur ?
jiamin was laughing at me cause the last time i spelt her birthday present as birtday ._.
crap . maybe louis was right .

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yay , im booked on the 18 & 19 november :D
me and jolene are send by the school to go for some crap health conference .
haha , ms koh said that it cause we had the healthy image .
then me and jolene was like okay .. and we stared at each other .

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today's paper are science andhistory (:
wish me luck !

ohh . jiayous L for your papers today .

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we're just a shadow of what we used to be .

it keeps me holding on ;

2009-05-07T05:39:00.000-07:00

cloud plus (: equals to happy cloud .

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this is a paradise we've come to cry ,
when i open your letter , the words makes it better ,
it keeps me holding on .

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here i am .
today jiamin said , well at least you know when you die , there will be a big group of people crying for you .

im dying ,
slowly but surely .
when you made a sacrifice , you are not actually losing it ,
you are just passing it to someone else .
just so you know , im content with what i have (:
i do not ask for more .

its raining rain drops :D

2009-05-06T15:43:00.001-07:00

hello L, i love you (:

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yeapp its 643 in the morning again :D
todays papers are , mathematics paper and 2 (:

oh , if you are wondering why i can get on the com so early it is that daddy has been fetching me to school .
yeapp , im now waiting for his call to go downstairs , to wait for him at the shelter :D

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i think exams should just go screw themselves (:
oh , good luck L ,
for your papers (:

two hearts , two pairs of sneakers .

2009-05-05T15:41:00.000-07:00

today ,
we're gonna have english paper 2 & mother tongue paper 1 .
o people ! wish me luck !! :D

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i love L .
im sorry , but just let me hold on a little longer .
i'll let it go someday .
but for now , just let me love you a little more .

karen beside me the post :D =D

2009-05-04T04:34:00.000-07:00

hello people .
:D = me
=D equals to karen .
:D x3 =D
aww . dont you jes love me ? :D

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I LOVE L :D

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ohh . super alot of thingys happened today .
starting of school i went to av rights , cause it was my duty :D
then i borrowed the stupid david my thermometer .
he was like later return you ar , give me your number .
then he started calling me for no reasons .
during pe , we play a basket ball match with the seniors .
it was like 4-3 and i sprained my ankle , again .
it was fun though :DD
ohya , then during english it was friggin funny cause we were suppose to correct the grammer mistakes (:
the sentence was like this
i saw the man clutch his heart before fainting .
then yeow liang changed it to , i saw the man clutch his boobs before fainting .

after school stayed back for study group with the basketball boys .
when to eat lunch at kou fu .
then we went on a save sharkie misson (:
oh , sharkie is this soft toy shark in 2e :D
we hung down the threads from our class then when we went down to 2e class room we saw it .
we tied sharkie on the rope and threw it down then took it up and threw it down again ,
until some upper sec boys pulled sharkie and the rope broke .
they didnt want to return it so we had to go around the school looking for it .
yupp :D
and chan weiliang's podcast is super funny :D

owells,
jiayous people for exam alrights ? love you guys :D

does it feel like i've been holding back ?

2009-05-03T01:34:00.000-07:00

i love L .

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" put the sun block in the day time to block the sun.. "

i overheard a little boy saying that while he was reading a book (:
he is so aborable :DD
oh , i went to grandma house yesterday .
and i found out i can actually study for hours .
(: yay me !

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& know that my heart , it beats for you (:

maybe we're trying , trying too hard .

2009-05-01T08:01:00.000-07:00

maybe , we're torn apart .

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hello loves :D
yay . godbro's are awesome , they make you smile when no ones there .

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oh ytd , i accidentally cut my little pinky with the pen knife .
im fine , really .
it doesnt hurt .
it doesnt compare to what i went through .
i jumped off the bike remember ?
cause hannie was going super fast .
haha . & i made hannie carry my bag all the way to my bustop :D
a small cut doesnt really compare (:

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oh , happy birthday steppie .
& happy labour day ? :D
i love L (:

without you i just cant find my way.

2009-04-30T07:07:00.000-07:00

you can only go so far before heading back without even knowing it .

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happy birthday mommy .

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today had english paper one :D
yeah, i was friggin happy :DDDDDDD
i love L (:
oh , i think m&ms are awesome :B
i dont know why but i just keep buying them like im addicted to it or something .

roses are awesome too :D
but they just fade away so quickly .

rainbows are pretty ! :DD

life has to end , love doesnt .

2009-04-29T06:35:00.000-07:00

lost love is still love , it takes a different form , thats all .
you cant see their smile or bring food for them , or comb their hair or move them around the dance floor .
but when those sense weaken , another heightens .
memory becomes your partner .
you nuture it , you hold it .
you dance with it .

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hello ! :DD
im happy today ~
yay . i love godbro ! :D
teehees .
he is super nice luh :DD

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today helped in the chinese & english oral .
yeah , wasted time but hey , it was kinda okay .
abit scary , but i got over it .
melissa was laughing at me cause i had to carry the table in a super funny manner cause i wanted to type messages .
haha , yeah i was laughing too .
so in the end i started running with the table , and type my message :DD

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oh , tmr is mommy's birthday , happy birthday mommy ! :D

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i jes wanna see that beautiful rainbow , why not .

until your heart stops beating .

2009-04-28T05:35:00.000-07:00

my shadows the only one beside me ,
my shallow heart is the only one thats beating .
sometimes i wish , someone out there will find me .

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i'll try ,
im getting there .
i dont feel like talking to anyone now .
i hardly feel so alone , with friends and company .
but now , i want to be away from everyone .
everyone is screwing up everything .
i dont want to talk to bestie .
not even him .
just , godbro .
he always makes everything okay .
he makes me smile .
& i just want that for now .

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i know you cant hear me , but im still hurt .
and i wish you were here ..

i am dying .

2009-04-25T05:54:00.000-07:00

i am dying .
as i bravely , gallantly , herocially stumble my way through this post , i am dying .
i dont have as much time as i thought .

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just give me enough time to tell him i love him

KEEPER .

2009-04-24T05:26:00.000-07:00

im watching you love me , im watching you leaving me now .
say , what you really feel .
i know you need , something thats real .
i wanna know if i could be , someone to turn to , that could never hurt you .

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but i know what you think of me ,
you had a breakthrough ,
& now im jes bad news to you .

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happy birthday dearest rebecca .
hope you had a wonderful birthday party with all the fun filled events .
i love you :D

keeper .

2009-04-23T06:22:00.000-07:00

they dont know that what you love is ripped away .
before you get the chance to feel it .

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its always like that , isnt it?
i dont know why .
i take back every little thing i've said before .
cause im the one that is feeling lost right now .
im sorry , i want you back .

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baby ,
after all we are meant to be ,
love will bring us back to you and me .

frutips.

2009-04-23T02:05:00.000-07:00

hello , life is sweet .
english lesson is funn !
auto moblies and mobile phones are different :}

& i love L .

is it half empty ?

2009-04-22T00:18:00.000-07:00

hello helo ! :D
my typing with some crap board now so yeah .
i cant see . iehogvojrheuivr !
lol .
aaron is gay :D

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edited at 21:25 .

haha , hello ! :D
love you godbro (:

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oh , went to watch the rugby finals with louis & jing long & two other friends .
godbro was there too ! :D
haha , yeah .
they lost but its alrights :DD
O WELLS .
i guess it was fun (:
but my leg is aching now ):

back home .

2009-04-21T06:43:00.000-07:00

cause i wanted to take back every little thing i've said before .
im sorry , i want you back .

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dont know ,
what i was looking for when i went home .
i found me alone .
& sometimes i just need someone to say , you'll be alright .
& whats on your mind .
i'd always thought that i wanted so much more ,
now , im not too sure .
cause sometimes , i miss knowing someones there for me .

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i feel like a burden to you .
im sorry , and i know i'll never be good enough .
i'll never be able to make you happy .

dont go too far .

2009-04-20T05:38:00.000-07:00

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yeah .
so heres what happened today , i had history test .
then for art i got scolded for nothing .
got scolded by a chinese teacher for getting joshua micheal dillion to go to av .
dentention for both sec 1 & sec 2 sports class .
won a besketball match 2-1 in 2 mintues .
looked at mr yuen with his funny specs .
done mr yuen's work .
doodled .
uncle dooodled .
took pictures with bestie .
when out with primary school friends .
texted , zhen yue , diao ming & aloysius .

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so lifes pretty boring , but wait till i show you my pretty art work :DD

againts the wind .

2009-04-18T04:02:00.000-07:00

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just give it time ,
then it'll all become meaningless .

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hello hello ,
yeah i love this blog skin cause i spent half the day doing it up .
i think that flour and water is the best thing anyone can ever invent :DD
its really fun , not kidding .
and now , i have white and sticky hands (:

jes felt like changing for abit , you know .
i'll prove to you i can make it on my own .
times like this , i know i've gotta be strong .